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camp ha =D

2005-03-11T22:34:00.000+08:00

woot. camp ha pretty much rawks. its jus tt i returned with internal injury. bleahx. so other than this, whole camp was great manns.

first day i came to school late. lol. anw nvr get into trouble yayys. while waitin some of us killed time playin the tian cai go go go game. the one with nine squares de. lurve tt game. then later split into groups. 3G is groups 12 and 13. im 13. instructor is jona (or jonah). then 12 is monica. didn lyk jona at first. but now also still dont lyk. monica better a bit. then got ice-breakin games den we lie on the floor in a circle and sang lol. diao.

gals dorm is the old maritime museum. guys sleep in pavilion. haha. and who said we sleepin in a tent lo. somemore safari beds already set up for us. woots. guys mus set up and keep themselves eyys. heh heh. den discuss flags and cheers. and lyk cheers ppl so enthu. the guys jus slack then vian melli and me tokin. 3K one damn nice la. whole thing by wenjun. yay my korr rawks. lunch ah yuckks. didnt bother to put sauce on rice. so yucks lyk siao. a lot of rice but veggies so little. lyk you can actly count them lo. haha.

raftin rawks rawks rawks. haha went palawan beach. quite a long wak la. jun dey all were makin saracstic remarks esp when we turned into a huge carpark for private buses. aiyos originally its fantasy island. tt water lagoon or sth liddat one. sho sad ehhs. spent a lot of time in fantasy islad last time but now torn down for...a carpark? recognised it cos of the path leadin to carpark with the cinemania de. anw palawan beach is the one with the bridge then opp is an island with tower or sth. after buildin the raft everyone had a turn la. except me and mel la. spastic-ated lo. so jus stand there and cheer den suddenly boontiong pushed me into the water. so in the end still wet. surely de lo lmao. wah lao even hair also wet la. anw the grp 13 guys (boontiong joey ben) except for nicky took off their shirts den go into the water. grp 12 was jovi and tunliang. lmao boontiong and joey got fifth. jovi and tunliang second last. so after tt jus watch the hermit crabs and splash water. nicky really no childhood ehhs.

den went the public toilet at palawan beach to bathe. quite big la. so still ok. big until can almost lose your way lo. anw we were bathin happily in relief until jiayi came in den said we not supposed to bathe mus come out. so we kinda panicked a bit you mei you. quickly washed up den went out. den found out actly nth lo. lol. so tok monorail back to camp zhilin and me were actly stickin our arms out den tryin to catch the leaves as the monorail pased by the trees. i got 5 she got 2 or sth. lmaos spastic right. but v high...a bit high-er den cheerin durin camp ey. then got candle game. not v gifted in this stuff de la. anw before we started the game we were crappin with the torchlights, lookin at the sky (man tian xing) den into the dark mass of greenery behind us. nah we were lyk starin. see if got anything lo. den once i turned den saw this silhouette. so i yelped la. i think shuyao yijie zhengyi did too. BARNEY chen la. wah lao eh so i was lyk mr chen ah can you dont stand there. so he went off. sad life la. then got another time jun saw sth movin in the dark so got a shock. actly it was jus alex la. what we learnt was tt we mus support each other, trust each other liddat. and mus have integrity ey. lyk see if u got borrow light when ppl not lookin. and yea i did la. cos i didnt listen and got ppl borrow light from me. so i thot can de.

after tt we learnt the dance while the other ppl dunno do what. cyndis ai ni ehh. sho-the-act-kewt lo. the hands at the side thing. 11+ liddat lights out. kenneth and the bunch of ppl were walkin around with torchlights. he was shoutin and shoutin lo. at first use my sleeping bag as pillow den later cldnt stand the cold so i heck care the instructors and spreaded out my sleepin bag. in the end still damn cold la. spd fans also blow blow blow. wind blow blow blow. anws nxt mornin woke up lyk 45 mins earlier den planned. woke up at the movement la. gals all chiong toilet mah.

breakfast was tuna sandwich and milo. tuna tasted weird nia. some ppl said cos got butter. and my milo was half-forced down de. not really milo gal. milo half-cold is yuckks. hmms den got amazing race. cool ehhs. we took a lorry to fort siloso. woot woot woot. rawks la sit at the back tho a bit cramped but worth it. boontiong missed out lo. sit nxt to driver. everything was ok until mt imbiah. we actly went the other direction until tempinis cascade there. anw we gave up then went to ferry terminal do the oreo thingy. yea so fast ehhs. tt woman clever nia heard tt other grps de gave up or sth.

den went to bathe. damn slow lo. someone was singin tt 'wo deng dao hua er ye xie liao' song lmaos. den super spastic. some ppl actly washed their hair in the rain outside the toilets nxt to the sinks. so last event was the eggdrop. finished v fast so rehearsed for camp item. added 'wo de mai ke feng' with 'ai ni'. woah this one damn erm saucy liddat. we were lyk, so slutty eh zhilin or sth. but in the end still learnt it.

campfire okok. cos cldnt really see wad was happenin tho quite near the front. so after our item i gave up and stood at the back with joanna. somehow ended up with joey dumpin sand into my shoes. lol. den later met up with kristin wanted to explore with our torchlights. cos we saw wilson leadin 3D peeps into this corridor near staff office. anw didnt cos when we went out of dorm after gettin torchlights dey said got nth and dey were actly goin around in circles. yea went and talked to those ppl still up de. half of cohort were slpin la. 3 already mah. oh yea mervins mrt speech is cool until siao. really lyk the woman liddat. and can do the trillin-tongue thingy too. pros la.

anw break camp liao went harbourfront shoppin centre. along the way met wenjun and apple. and apple was with 3C. so basically it means tt wenjun and i were extra. yea but in the end jizhen and shiyu came and the four of us sat down and ate. yea den we started tokin abt yulan and wensiu la. lyk who is prettier. of course yulan is prettier. good hair day bad hair day also still v chio. but wensiu mus have 'THE' hair to look chio. but only thing is yulan seldom smile leh lol. smile yulan! =D

spastickiees~

2005-03-07T21:12:00.001+08:00

lets see...
[chem test]die la...this time realli nvr study...but still a bit easy...aiyo sounds i will fail...die die die
[lit] siao boon tiong didnt bring poem...then luckily got loads of extra time...n can bring home. but bring home was fei cos i reach i will slack de.
[math] spd ong...few times each lesson come up to my table...crazy woman. damn sark ehhs maths file...dunno wad to put...then she always come threaten with spd stayin back...tml who care u lo...i got excuse - music!! muahahahax =P
[chinese] i and zhu startin tokin abt shaopu liddat...then later wenguang come say wad rubbish tt we lyk each other. PUR-LEASE la. lyk who will lyk mii this kinda gal?? lol and i only see zhu as a nice person in 3G. yea. hahas. then later wenguang still come up and say more rubbish lyk i lyk jovi nic and zhu. PUR-LEASE la. first hors...nic ah...lols hes v cute only lo. erm as in he go call seow jin to ask where her hse is so tt he can go to her bday partiie. tts lyk...not realli wad a guy wld do...so hes funneh...so hes cute. yea. erps...AHEM. second ah...zhu. lols wah lao ehhs if tokin to a guy often means u lyk him ahh...i lyk a lot of guys liao. so many gals in the world lyk so many guys liao lo. and its not v often we tok ehhs...only durin chi lesson we tok abt jingyi shaopu ruhua. third jovi...although jovi not my da sao cos recently divorced from my korr, joey ho, liao right...still ah...aiyo ahhs. then still got loads of ppl sias. bleahx whack you alls. lol. esp wenguang. humph gonna find out who you lyk then torment you. budden already got an idea liao...someone in 3G u always mix with de.
[choir] hmms...usual lo. budden ppl were sayin when altos and bass only were singin ave marie stella, i v obviously heard. wah lao surely de lor. kaos ehhs then got 3 ppl stomach upset cos eat spoilt food bahhs. plus today i sho sad. shawn bs cos i keep sayin he cute. but realli. he look lyk a monk. n sho small n kawaii. lols whatever. in the end he still say sorry. hmm at least he gentleman.
now ahh...haix mus type out the spd lit thing n print lo. kaos tun got contri a bit...swan got a lot...seow jin quite a lot...rest dun wanna say liao. tata

'him'..or whatever

2005-03-05T17:41:00.000+08:00

this is a survey on every gals **HIM**...ans it

In the presence of him, you pretend to ignore him, and look away. But hoping that he'll look your way. yea..haha s
But when he is no longer there, you look around to find him. And get so disappointed to know that he is gone. YEA! lols
Although you are talking to someone else,your eyes are fixed on him. yea...its sho annoyin..when u smilin at ur frens jokes etc u look at him, so he thinks u smilin at him lmao
You find your textbooks filled with his name.And in the midst of your school desk, you could actually spot his name there. pls lar...hu got so...obvious lor. skarly classmates/parents see?
Everytime your handphone beeps, you hope to see his name..When it's not him, you get so depressed. YEA YEA YEA =X
When your phone gets quiet, you have the temptation to sms him. no...cos v busy la...usually is he first de
When he doesn't reply, you let your imagination run wild and get so sad.Cos you feel unimportant to him. And sometimes wonder, if he had even forgotten your existance.
yar. but..he got apologise with valid reason
Three quarters of your handphone inbox are his smses. no wad...its 99%!!! haha n of course i dont store in inbox...mom will find out mah
And you find yourself unable to delete any one of them.When you really have to, you feel your heart ache. i NVR have to. i NVR allow myself too.
When there's a new movie out the first person you WISHED to watch with, is him. noo...im sho protected i only can go out with chiahui...unless i lie n say got sch...which is seldom...after sch nowadays like no after sch...always got sth REALLI on in sch
But always end up watching it with your friends. i jus nvr watch lo.
When people mention the words " Valentines Day", the first thing that appears in your mind, is his name. noo for thi yr's it was my responsiblities that kinda stuff. but he DID hog my mind las.
You realise that your conversations with your friends never fail to include him in your topic. hahahahahahahas YEA mann...but in our grp we always either talk abt MINE or WENSIU's [guy]
You worry if he would fall for someone else and it hurts when you know that the person will never be you. hmm im optimistic...sho i wont believe it will nvr be mii. but when i sometimes feel our personalities clash abit...n he tells me abt how that gal chio o whatever...of cos mii sad lo
You find yourself getting so affected by just one word or action from him. obviously, yesh
Sometimes you get angry with him for some reasons, and feel yourself hating him. But once you see him again, your heart melts, and find yourself loving him, once more. depends on the severity of the cause...the more i feel sad the more i hate him...one period i hated hm until i kicked his chair n didnt even regret it one bit
You swore for more than a hundred times never to sms him again, but found yourself sending a message, and the receipient, is him. like i said...no time lor.
You try to forget him but got reminded of your memories with him. no...when i try to forget someone, i convince myself with a so-called valid reason to...n this reason prevents me to rmb thos happy moments. anw only he can reverse my mind...n he did la.
Many times, you force yourself to stop liking him, but found it even harder than killing yourself. You try to convince yourself, that you dont like him anymore. But find the person on your mind to still be him. no...when i convince myself to stop likin ppl, i realli CAN psycho myself. until he comes up to me la.
While you are reading this, the one that has appeared on your mind, is him, right?

plus ish this true:
1)when u least expect someone to like u, he does
2)when rumours first come up tt u like him, u are usually halfway gettin him outta your mind.
3)when rumours are spreadin, suddenly u see his gd pts then like him again...if not u are already still likin him during 'rumours' time
4)when rumours stop, usually his place in your hearrt is gone or have reduced greatly. unless you got expressin-feelins-dysfunction (sometimes will liddat dont worry)

hahas think abt this. tatas. MUS psycho myself into studyin for chem
like i can for lettin guys go. =P

2005-03-04T20:48:00.000+08:00

You are EASIER TO RUN. ~If I could change I would
take back the pain I would retrace every wrong
move that I made I would if I could stand up
and take the pain I would if I could take all
the shame to the grave.~

Which Linkin Park song from Meteora are you? {includes pics}
hmm true...true

today. shitts day.
sth extremely bad happened at home
was forced to do a totally freakin sadistic thing
anw i still got hurrt
in my hearrt.
n physically toos
so i was cryin n cryin n cryin x a million
until i went onto 228...then reach sch
reach sch still sniffin...eyes werent red anymore bahhs
cos ppl thot i got flu

hmm...mervin DID win the innovative award (im clever)
we DID win top 3...we were 2nd (im clever)
but 3c didnt get anything (im not clever)
but...ahhs when can they perform again huhhs
they rawk lorrs.
n today wenjun wenjun, see this SHO funnehs manns.
he won dunno what prize (shld be poster design)
then mus go up to the concourse recieve prize from p/vp
n take photo
ohhmygodds.
he gayishly walked up the steps
swingin his arms on both sides
then when wanna take pic
he go do the kawaii pose (index+middle finger pointin towards eyes from the side)
sho qian-biandedd hahas
those who saw where practically screamin with luffta
yea im sho ashamed to have a brother like him manns
haha no lahhs jk jk jk jk how cld i be ashamed
hes sho crazy n funneh...aiyo hes a great bro to hang out with

durin chinese i totally slackedd
jus sit there write journal...da da fang fang somemore
nvr write her lesson 6/7 notes
but anw...i already studied until lesson 8
jus idioms to cover

english ahhhs
die didnt get 3G to do group work for the wksht
surely wont get into trouble lorrs
wl ehhs tml...got english mah
surely v lookin forward to it

for maths sec period
shitts shitts shitts
now jovi vian n me blacklisted by mrs ong
cos supposed to use a maths program
but jovi n vian go blog in my blog
wl ehhs freak it lor. busted sia.
then..haix i went to confess n everything nia
but...still feel guilty
mebbe i will think abt givin vian n jovi a treat
n btw vian n jovi are v keWt ppl
sit in between them esp u will always luff

hmms anw got choir todayys
erms...danny sho funneh lehs
he sucks at shufflin cards
then we singin halfway suddenly
abt 1m from my right got loads of cards shot out
hahas
for syf...we
FIRST day (monday 4 april)
20th choir
o3pm reach s.c.h.
means:
around 12-1pm leave class --- miss the most 1 period bahhs
eees. then still mus bring gown n court shoes to sch
luggin sch bag along toos
eees. surely v worth it de lor.
miss only 1 period...then bring SHO many stuffs
eees. too bad balloting is cannot change de
eees. surely de lor.
but...hahas sho fun
can show off our gowns to 3G
lols mebbe jovi wld try it on bahhs.
like he said he got sexah figure. with a chio face.
actly on wed i wanted to suan him like i do with jasper
like:

"jasper is shoo handsome ahh
eyesbrows - sooo thick
eyes - sooo big
eyelashes - sooo long n curly surely got put mascara
skin - sooo white
face - got sooo many cancerous moles (by this time jasper wld have whacked me.)
etc etc.'

but HAIYOs he got laser off his moles liaos
so nth to suan abt le!!! ahhhh

hahas anw back to jovi
i started by sayin 'you know why u v handsome?
ur eyes are big'
jasper wld have a bit of reaction...but jovi didnt
jovi jus said, 'really ah. thanks. i know.' or sth liddat
so my mind went blank lor
then nvr say anything cos felt so blank...n shi bai-dded
lols yea n call myself a member of ahs english debates lols

plus i wanna express my view on someone:

1) hes an extra on the set of nicholas teo//zhang dong liang's 'dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui'
2) he looks extremely uncannily like someone i know
3) in a few scenes only lah
4) but still....
5) ahhhh
6) why SHO alike ehh
7)
8)
9) *still speechless* but i not its not him. yea. not him.

tata

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2005-02-28T21:09:00.000+08:00

if u are
a sec 3 gal
from ahs sop
pls read below

read someones blog.
n realised actly da choir matter not realli as settled as i thot.
if u are HER
pls continue readin..

anw SHE gave me the feelng
like she tryin to er...take over liddat
that kinda feeling lah
haix...then i felt like...bein take advantaged of liddat
like cant contribute for choir liddat
tho i really really v interested in contributin
haix dunno lahs.

and she sho bs too
like wanna quarrel with me
n v unhappy liddat
i dunno wad to say...jus roughly tried to reason stuff out la
then went for sectionals....
n cldnt concentrate
only can remember dat heated conversation la
n that she erm v upset liddat
then dunno how to make her change her mind or sth liddat
without offendin her even more
cos i thot...she already dont like me
already biased against me
as with the rest of the 'ahsc comm' clique
so she doin all this stuff
n now we almost like arguing liddat lor...
so...
haix didnt wanna anger her more n more until...yarr she really hated me
to the pt of no return
plus in choir i already got loads of enemies
from misunderstandings
n biasness
i dont wan one more...

so i discussed with wensiu jess pinlang jiayu
they also didnt really help la
didnt really understand my situation
so...still v confused over
how to phrase the sentence nicely to talk to her
n even HOW to talk to her
HOW to start
WHAT kinda words to say
then...until i so sian...distracted from sectionals
haix even altos there crackin jokes
i also nvr laugh still thinkin of that matter lor
then think think no-one also really helped leh
most also didnt understand anw
wah lao so when waitin in music rm
i was still on abt the subject to HOW to talk
without offendin her even more
n makin her more bs over this matter

then i think philline overheard bahhs
haix then she suddenly said sth...erm...abt the elections for comm posts
so actly i also thot so bahhs...at least for that afternoon
now ahh...neutral.
anw from that pt i think i was rantin n rantin n rantin like mad bahh
cos i already suspected abt her...and the elections thingy
n thot cos of competitiveness so she liddat
or mebbe even biasness
cos her clique arhh...haix dun need say liao
so i v upset
n diasppointed
like, one more person tryin to compete herself against me
again
thinkin i also wanna join in the whole bloody competition
yea yea its sho fun
politics damn fun sia
so....treatin me like enemy
like si dui tou
cos she thinkin i...yea abt whole spd elections thing
so...wah lao i was pissed
why i so unlucky
kena one person dun like me cos of competitiveness
like in twocee in primary sch dont have liao lor
n dont let me contribute to choir

haix...wah lao ehs i guess im not a v ppl-person
cant handle relations matters
like how to solve this kinda conflicts
then...she overheard
thot i tryin to backstab her
but...the pt is hor, my main pt wasnt to sabo her la
it was WHY on earth she doin like this
HOW to solve the matter
by approachin her n solvin it asap
n HOW to even start talkin to her
n HOW to phrase my questions
without makin her even more upset la
its like choir presently got loads of enemies
i dont wan one more...
so wanna talk to her
but dunno how to talk
cos in the first place not close lor
second she already v bs

these two enuff
dont need third liao lor.

later i realised my tone
n wad i said in music rm
was sort of backstabbin liddat
without even like
sayin it with THAT purpose-THE purpose of backstabbin her
the thing is..in a way its not valid ya know
cos...
1. wasn sayin those stuff so that i can psycho the altos
into thinkin u are sth la
was seekin help
then suddenly go onto the topic of...elections
then...yar
2.even if i say your bad stuff...
in what way did i say bad stuff abt you?
i think my most repeated word was 'how'
most repeated phrases are 'how how how...how...jess/wensiu/jiayu...how tell me leh'
or
'haix...so how....how to talk to her ah...wad to say EXACTLYY'
mebbe that part sayin she tryin to erm take over the whole project bahh

if i was wrong abt you
n you nvr had the intention i thot u had
its called a misunderstanding. not backstabbin.
cos backstabbin means talkin bad behind back
if theres nth wrong if u
if u not that bad
its all air la
cos doesnt apply to you
so if doesnt apply to you
theres nth for me to stab u with
wad bad is there for me to stab with lah
its not u wad.
all air.

anw im sure the altos are smart enuff to believe
whether you are bad or sth or wadever lor
they have their own minds de

anw nxt day i went to wensiu jess pinlang jiayu etc
and told them that:

cld be a misunderstandin
i prob got the wrong idea of her or sth liddat
so...whether shes really that kinda person
when u mixed with her u shld know bahhs
if you hvnt mix
forget abt wad i said
cos its a misunderstandin
wad i said prob not even true
its a wrong image of her
u remember for wad
go n mix wth her
find out the real her
wads she really like
then ownelf decide for yourself the her image
dont be influenced by wad i said
cos cld be wrong lor
ownself find out

wensiu was like
you cant take back wad u said

i said
if wad i said
was when i was hvin the wrong impression of her
then does it matter if im takin or not takin it back
cos its false
its not her
unless its her
then u can say im takin it back
but its not her
whats there to take back
im jus sayin...erase wad i said
discover the real her yourselves
dont influenced by wad i said
cos cld be untrue de

so...
now arhh
now...
she still didnt understand lahhs
erm she still thinks that day i tryin to backstab her
yar. so. how. lols
thats why...im typin this
im sickk sickk sickk of this
when can this be solved
n plus hors
im sorry
im truly sorry
cos it seems u still can get over this thing
it seems...u v unhappy over this
hope that after readin this...u will erm not think wadever
actly u not only affected
but cos of this spd matter
ive been walkin around schl in a daze
n without smilin
until minyi actly came up
n listened to wad i had to say
then only a bit better
but only after vday officially over liao
then i started to recover
now i read your blog
haix dunno if can recover liddat
my 'family' in ahs cheerin me up all fei
cos..ya now down agains. hope we will both settle this matter
mebbe sit down n talk it out calmly n honestly
then both wont hv this to bother abt...
~

joey is my GOR. my bro. my unlucky bro. lols.
hey joey u readin this? hope u recover (=
he rawks he rawks hahas. =D
but his comfortin skills lan lan lan
n he v bad de...jovi took my bag yty in the bus on day to cha guan
i sat infront of them on a bus
AND it was on the floor infront of me 0_0
anw then he sit there n laughed while they invaded my bag. eee. my bag dirrtied now.

but its kinda..erm...natural.
joey is a henpecked hubby de.
what his wife do, he dont wanna interfere...
so he jus sit there let jovi kapok my poor bag. awws.
but nvm.
MUS show respect to elders.
like jovi my big sister-in-law.

now for friendship day mus give bag kay?
the normal schbag..with the two wad-u-call-thingys.
then can have the two ermm-wad-u-call-its comin out from da 2 sides at the bottom there
yar. dont understand can come up n ask. yupps. youre welcome. bleahs.

and wenjun toos. hes my gor too. see his spastic posts in my board??
yea. hes mad. but oh-so-funny. ohh mann. both from red swastika too hahas.

wad else? yea. greenstomp.
erm lemme predict 3 winners kays
1st//3c- 3c rawks 3c rawks! sorries 3g ppl...
but seriously la...their choreo rawks lors.
make me wanna hear over n over n over n over n over
esp the middle part where everyone hittin. =X
Innovative//merv- his item definitely most original lor
no mouthpece ehhs
jus controllin the ptch by squeezin the green openin at da bottom
pro la pro la.
but still doesnt make him a eligible bachelor lor hehs
dunno-wad//3g- erm didnt ms ow say we will recieve good new sth tml??

today woke up bloody lates
thot gonna be late
in the end nvr
muahahahahaha

physics paper got back.
pathetic la.
19/35 ehhs
19 ehhs.
wah lao.
thats like, erm, 54/100.
54!!!
ahhh wanna scream liao
my efforts wasted liao
so wad my other tests high-high la
physics still pull them down LOR
haix nvm. shall try to guai-guai hand in file
then at least got one more mark.
which is...57/100?
ermm not much diff too. i see the 5 numeral still... haix

lit ahh. we discussed that 5 ways to kill a man poem
then..ermm loads of spd crap too
erm like boontiong sayin wad 'tunliang likes bones'
eRR.
then sth like wad 'bones means a skinny gal'
or wadever shit. eRR. =X
our class got how many skinny gals lor i ask u
unless u tokin sec 3 lvl la
then swan more funneh. she thot they tokin her haha.
today also 'hit' on boontiong n tunliang lols
dunno whether jk or not. hahas

haix bingo ppl will get 5 add points for compre test
smartys ppl 4. yayys =D
grp 6 (i think) 3
jovis grp 2
erm little pig (i think) 1 lor
i feel incredibly guilty
ms ow mock-scolded me
she was like, 'yijia! how cld u be sho bad huh? chased my outta da class huh?'
boo-hoos. hahas nahhs but still guilty all the same
and 3g pl pls hand in your journals to me or ms ow by fri
if not got demerit pts

so...sch over le lor.
went tm with wensiu jess jiayu
met liujun yanru yuanling hoyan yanhong blah blah blah
then we took neos
eee
sucks. yerks. another time take a nice one.
hahas then go back home
then go tuition.
then piano lesson
except got no piano tcher
somehow she nvr come. bleahx

oh manns. im sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sadsad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad etc. n nth can comfort me nows. no notes of care, words of love, posts of corcern, or hugs of support. nth nth nth. until the whole matter is settled. jus hopes she gets it. fingers crossed...haix -____-

frens

2005-02-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

=D i shall not think abt kevin zegers liao. anw he so yerrks...dye hair dark brown...triple yerrks. original nice lorrs.

i shall think abt god. abt wad god has given to me...n not complain. like i still can wake up everyday. like when i chiong across the road every sch mornin n da cars nvr hit me (choy touch wood!! =X). like i still have family members hu really care deep inside for me tho they whole day surely nvr scream at me de lo. like i have loads of frens...but on da matter of frens arhhs...

thanks to my v special samantha wong. helped me out of this emergency. the one which *she*-----a supposedly 'best of frens'-kind of fren surely cannot help lo. as in like, *she* cld jus bring this thingy which v urgently needed from home. but jus didnt want to. in the end samantha actly went all the way to white sands mall in pasir ris to buy it for me. tho she wasnt even supposed to go out de. oh mann. sammie rawks my world. i vow to be at side from now on if she needs me. hahas im serious.

manns. sho excited. cant wait for jojos reply tml. these few wks we surely got save trees pennin all those letters. cos since feb came esp after vday ive been in a v rough patch. walkin around in a daze...not smilin...not v interested in anything...sho unlively dat i actually 100% willin to sit down n prepare for my cas. dats how dead i was. hahas.

and i didnt know. until minyi said 'hey dont look so sad larhs'. its like i suddenly woke up. i felt so numb-ded i totally didnt know i those few days walkin around singapore like a dead person. ohh mann. im sho touched. a lot of ppl didnt notice ya know. i went askin around whether i looked sad...most ans were: 'got meh'. surely v kind de lor.

vday was the source of most of this numbness bahh. dats why vday a bit sark la. but in a way...vday rawks. like i now know jojo will be there for me. like one recess i cldnt stand not eatin (mus do duty for choir vday stalls mahhs) cos stomach growlin so went down to canteen bought 'cai fan'. then i put on the table which twocee peeps like yiting occupied liao saw the stall empty...so of course more worried for stall. so went to man the stall. then man man man until bell rang lor. the plate there. wasted rights. so went up to class. then feelin so poor thing cos wasted 2 bucks liddat. until jojo rushed in with a styrofoam packet and said 'pass to yijia' n quickly rushed back to her own class. it was actly my 'cai fan'. ohh mann im shooo touched. she wasnt even occupyin that table where i left my food lo. n she cld have jus left the plate there to lettit rot lahs. she cld have let me continue my diet for the day. but she didnt. she personally went into 3g to make sure it was sent to me lohs. felt like cryin lors. n screamin out loud. actly i think i yelled. hahas got ppl around mahhs. cant scream wads. anw i was so-da-touched. n now she helpin me with another prob...=D

wah lao. aiya i think i better go liao. some ppl surely respect ppls privacy. hangin around starin at wad im typin...wah lao sarks ahhs. surely. but luckily nvr pull a chair n demand that i show them every window i open. or force me to vacate so they can check personally.

online journals are useless. wad u type still let ppl see lahh. surely v good lors. not much diff from u write ur innermost secrets in journals then they ransack your drawer when u not around n salivate over every. bloody. word. n then tease u for yrs later. surely de lor. but this is worse in a way that they demand to know why u use lingo, why u put wah lao n other singlish in the blog. n why u are typin in a window...(are u chattin?!! i told you how many times already! dont chat with strangers! wad u chattin abt??!! huhs??!! told u already - dont ****-****) sorry these two words are sho constantly being drilled into my ear i sian diaox =P

kevin z

2005-02-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

im dead-ded.
in a way

supposed to prepare for ss test on mon
then watch 'mvp: most valuable primate' on ch 5
ahhhs
after that went online n this is my result:

n im pretty proud of it.
pretty only.

this guy is kevin zegers
he was in 'mvp'
and erm...ya. wad can i say??
hahas dont reallie see myself as a fan tho
cos...as he grows up he becomes uglier
with this 'qian bian' look
diff from when he was around 14 n did 'mvp'
eee.
he looks yuckkkkkkks in dark hair la
dye it for wad

but nvm...also will be tryin to watch 'the hollow' or 'dawn of the dead'
cos...he starrin inside
n tho he looks shitty
still watch la
=P
hmm...dunno why i wanna watch
but i dont lyk him.
i think.
do i?
haha mus be cos of his UGLY pics when he was 19 or 20.

thursday

2005-02-24T20:02:00.000+08:00

heres an excerpt from joey ho's blog:
"my class performance, erm cannot make it[...]. juz the wrong song wrong singers[eRRR!!!]. sorrie lahz i dont mean to say this but its true okay[fine...forgiven...] then after 3G's performance we pple at e back shouted "boon tiong, jia gei wo!" er... "boon tiong marry mi?" [super lmao lors! =DDD]siao ah all gayz lolz... i think the last performance rox[4k de izzit...haix manhope larhs!!!]!"
Now back to mii.
Gotta rush mans. jus only started studyin chem formulas
n still here bloggin. oh mans.
today had a v unique hair n attire check.
for once i didnt bother abt this kinda stuff
then lam told me pin up my fringe...
haix cos i today woke up at 6++++++
haha dennis lor
we chatted until 1++?

eyelids stuck together while on da toilet bowl
eyelids stuck together while changing clothes
eyelids stuck together while tying hair (so forgot clips)
eyelids stuck together while eatin breakfast
eyelids stuck together while wearin socks n shoes
eyelids stuck together while walkin to bus stop
eyelids stuck together while waitin for bus
eyelids stuck together...nvm anw today was EXTREMELY-da-sleepy

i learnt sth in chinese today.
when im embarassed or nervous i laugh V-da-loud
actly i know this long long time ago
and im proud of it =D if u live in my estate u will know why
i was missin chen lao shi...cos yty da relief teacher (jiag lao shi) v...er...unwomanly
then chen lao shi forced us to finish half da stpd "teens-get-cheated-online"-type essay by TML
TML wah lao so i went off her straight away...how to when i mus study chem

lit ahhs. 'never had a dream come true' - s club 7 today.
actly this song rawks man
me n melody lau were singin along haha
then we got diff groups today ---- seow jin, boon tiong, tun liang
nicky damn happy la...cos yty me was singin 'out of reach' again n again
like wad he said --- hyper hahas
mel thinks i crazy
then later some jazz songs came on then i sang along too...
then nicky started singin 'this love' n movin left n right
wah lao like he strike toto liddat...the nxt song was 'this love'
then i also sang this one...even louder haha
then today our group made up a story for 'n.h.a.d.c.t.'
da persona's foetus which is the
"One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time"
n her kid will "always be my[her] baby"
craps. hahas

i realised sth too.
when boon tiong around...somehow most ppl will like gloom-en down around him
like da other time he left
wads left of da smartys had to write the compo
we wrote the queen sunshine story
n we were totally hyper
more hyper than other groups
laughin n laughin
no heads on tables
even ms ow came over n said 'ayyes...today v good mood huh? izzit cos no guy element pressin on u?'
ah-hah
den we thot abt it...n laughed

physics. mr chen came. again...
he really reminds me of justin siao da counsellor/chorister
cant stand to look at him. eee.

recess i ate with yijie zhengyi shuyao swan wanling shiyun
they are v fun ppl
unlike me
like joanna actly spat when i asked her 'am i a yang guang nu hai'
hahas

social studies...eee. wasnt listenin really
too tired...her notes nvr read...jus put my head on table n slept
sho sad for her...at least 8 ppl slept every second durin her lesson
after dat 'mahjong n toto n dunno-wad stuffs' discussion

english n recess spent in a go
cos of green-stomp
im shakin cans
n dancin
super-eee...haha jk
nah actly im sui bian

chem...super yucks.
at least lam[ey] not sho lame today
but she still was extremely la
like she wanted to gv a pre-test for tml ca
then she suddenly said 'why don i gv u a pre-pre-test?'
everyone was like, WAH LAO lol
eees yuck-orama. suck-orama. formulas..i got only 12/32
eeeeeeeeee
12 only ehhs
yucks yucks yucks
eeeee finally got motivated enough to study
mus drink coffee n pia pia pia le....

*_____wad* (another shitty song sung to the chorus of JaY's an jing...yucks)
wad are u tryin to do
wad are u tryin to show
wad is the meanin of ur actions a**h***
i dont understand u leh
i dont get wad u mean leh
wad s*** u tryin to pass [sorries...=X]
wad're the feelings between us

wad are u tryin to do
wad are u tryin to show
u liddat act make me feel like an a**h***
i dunno u wad u thinkin
i dunno u wad u meanin
my past sadness like so fei [no use]
dunno wad u meant todayy~

eee-yerks. forget this sarkin poem bahhs. bb.

chinese comp + love

2005-02-18T19:16:00.000+08:00

God rawks.

im not goin to go on and on abt how much God rawks

like some christian workers cos sometimes they sound fake-ish

anw His Love for us will nvr die

parents say "parents will always love u and support u"

but seriously la...sometimes when u make them extremely angry (n im tokin extremes)

they hate u like siao

beat u da moment u go into their field of vision

scream at u

scold vulgarities at u

n ignore u for days and days...

so its bullshit

friends say "we are best of friends!!!"

but seriously, sure or not lo...-___-

talk to them like talkin to wall sometimes

tell them your problems they dont care

(n sometimes u hv to tell ur probs to a total strangers cos your friends werent there for u ----

that how i met minyi, who helped me solve a BIG choir prob)

need their help dont help u

jealous of u when u are better than them

when both of u in danger ----- they rescue themselves first

die or brave stuff for u in minority then can do it

cos humans are liddat

but they dont even pull u along by their side

jus run themselves without sayin "run!!" or sth liddat

but could be their character itself LAN LAN LAN

*actly friends can be found in weird ppl u seldom mix with then one day mixed then...hahas

joey ho - hes v nice...when he isnt in 'crappy' mode n insults kartini or sth.

he's reallie a v sweet, thotful, sensitive guy when he not so hyper around jovi ong

shawn goh - super kawaii (die...later kena whack =P) but he's really super kawaii.

dunno how we bonded cos whole kena slapped by him but i think we were foolin around the piano

and i tested his voice (4 octaves + 3 semitones...but sadly his voice is breakin )=)

and jus today he asked me to walk to tanah merah mrt with him...honoured honoured =D

infatuation is the worst you mei you.

like i finally realised lah.

not v worth it unless the other person feels exactly how u feel for them

better if they like u more

n they are willin to give for u

dont give so much unless the person gives more

cos end up u be hurrt.

no one is really worth of ur feelings.

except for "THE ONE"

and this "one" is ur life partner

but wad the hell

life partner is LOVE liao

if not why marry "the one" right

nvm

im crappin.

This quiz says absolutely nothing about your personality. Take it!

~they all say:
u are a flirt - me too
im wastin my time on u - me too
u arent worth it - me too
i dont really hv a place in ur heart - me too
u dun really care abt me - me too
im not much to u - me too
u shld be nth to me - me too

but still
why am i so bothered by euu~

jiayu hand, chinese lyrics comp, poem

2005-02-17T23:13:00.000+08:00

hmms...today jiayu burned her hand lahhs. )=
hot mushroom soup.
then da auntie v concerned lehs.
swollen n red lehh...
so i willin to miss chinese lesson to accompany her to sick bay.

huang xiaoran came lah
she put medicine for her

huang xiaoran got this aura lehhs
now im a bit a scared
or u cld say in awe bahhs
shes diff from most gals
shes more mature n serious
n mature

yeahhs. then...3g got in for the chinese lyrics-changin comp
haha
currently if i not wrong:
zhilin n liujun singin
boon tiong n siew li playin guitar
im playin bens keyboard

tml prac liaos
i mus sight read
im nervous lehhs
sight read
lols. nahhs. confidence!!
u can do it!

*______im sad* (a v lan poem for u to ignore)

Im sad

For?

For
Me
and
You.

Us.
Our story that may nvr be
You lah.
You ass.
Shldn have come to Earth.

You are shit.
Oh ya hor
You are black like shit too.
Good lah.
Ass.
-----------------------------------------
eRRs this poem is shits. taaa anw...mus go early to school mahhs.

questions..

2005-02-11T22:21:00.000+08:00

o1. what song are you listening to rite now? none...
o2. what shirt colour you are wearing now? white...cos its school-u =P
o3. have you showered? yuppity yup. last night. and now like...10.30pm? =X
o4. now who is on your mind? hmmm...this idiotic guy...causin a lot of stress...and my saviour, my love, my cousin wenqi//jasmine lol
o5. now, whose lyrics do you like so much? hoobastank//the reason...v touchin lahs
o6. where do you feel like going? hmm...tm to source for vday pressies...
o7. what movie do you want to watch in the cinema? con. stan. tine. YAYY. seems nice...from the ads themselves..then wanlin was sayin everyone was scared...like boon tiong =P
o8. now, what do you want most? to have unlimited supply of veritasum...the harry potter 'truth potion'?
09. now, what are you eating and drinking? eating and drinking air? =X
10. current mood right now? sleEPY...
11. when was your birthday? 16 oct for the last 14 years? =D
12. where did you buy your school bag? how much? colour? hmm...brain dead la. forgot. but colour is...GREY. yar...grey. for a gal some more...haix
13. where did you buy your pencilbox? colour? argghh...damn realli dead. but its sure to be GREY. AH-haha...
14. how was school today? cool. but not cool. but still cool. but still uncool.
15. shampoo? wl...cant think. but conditioner is dove.
16. shower cream/soap? er...shld be..nivea? oh no. i cant think. =P

o1. best subject? english!! hahas =D yeahh man
o2. worst subject? hmm...dunno? all ok ehs...
o3. for your last exam, what was your position in class? haix...middle of the class bahs
o4.for your last exam, what was your level position? middle toos...

o1. last time you fell in love? hmm...still in love! with my family...friends...
o2. last movie you watched?with who? princess diaries two with chia hui
o3. last shirt you wore before this shirt? home clothes
o4. last thing you held? my mouse?
o5. last time you cried? a week ago?
o6. last place you went? toilet?
o7. last call u received? my gran
o8. last testimonial you got? jasmine//wen qi gave a half-testi fifteen mins ago...but its published...
10. last message you got (friendster)? with a dunno-who...a month ago bah
11. last email? few mins go..friendster confirmation or sth
12.last thing you did? scold that stupid boon tiong over msn (without him knowin =P) and blink?
13. last present you got? angbaos??
14. Last present you gave to someone? er...oranges?
15. Last issue you read @ newspaper? today afternoon

this is damn powerful...:
"VdaY'05 is the MOST MOST stressful event in my life" ---- Yi Jia
totally...someone shld be in my footsteps
as in like, plannin the vday stuffs
as the cards-in-charge
then runnin here runnin there
sweatin like hell
then now runnin here runnin there
sweatin like hell
cos sourcin for vday pressies for friends
like postcards
like thinkin of stuffs to give
have been askin friends' friends...ahhh
stress!
cos...worried if i spring surprise
then reciever dont like my pres
if i ask 'i give you ____ can?'
then surprise gone

vday....shld be cancelled off the world calendar!!!
ahhhhh~

taa.

questions...

2005-02-10T23:22:00.000+08:00

1. Who did you last go out with? jean and khaya
2. What do you want to receive on your birthday? sth nice of course...but doesnt need to be material stuff liddat...mebbe some hugs and some nice words from close friends...
3. What do u want to receive on valentines day? lol...some special words from some 'special people'...heh heh
4. Reach your hand out to the right. What do you touch? air??
5. What do you plan to do for the next holiday? hmm...that wld be the march holidays...so i would slack! yayyy (= and revel in the best memories of the sec 3 bondin camp lol =D
6. What time did you sleep last night? 11.30 liddat...
7. What are you going to do 5 hours later? enjoyin my sleep...tml back to school ahhhh =X but its gd in a way ya? heh heh hehs 0_<
8. Is there anyone you're thinking of now? yeahh...mr zhou...as in zhou gong ya? mrs ong said de...=P
9. What was the last thing you touched before the computer? my hp
10. When was the last time you browsedthrough the Bible? a week...yeahh...im SHO not religious...
11. What can you hear besides the computer? my dad walkin around the house
12. Why did you answer this? this quiz? or question? anw cos...i like this kinda quizzes...
13. Name a few people you saw yesterday besides the people at home? hmm...the aunts and uncles...and WENQI ahhh when can i get the cds????
14. When was the last time you opened your school textbooks? the last school day lor...
15. Do you agree to the saying "Forgive is to forget"? no...forgive means hvin no ill feelins towards the person...the forgettin part is optional
16. When, where was the last time tears started to roll down your cheek? cant remember.
17. What makes you happy? anything..right now, its sleep! second is to talk to my friends...
18. What makes you sad? ahhhhhh tml is school and heymath question hvnt even PRINTED...
19. What are your favourite books? harry potter! haha i once forgot to sleep for around three days cos i buried myself in hp books...plus the narnia series...and some chick lit like 'can you keep a secret'
20. What would you like to have right at this very second that seems totally impossible? the will to will myself to sleep though my body is protestin against it...
21 Who will you turn to if you have a huge problem not all your friends know about? hmm...depends on my communication means (telephone, handphone etc) and type of prob (family, school, boy-gal stuff etc)...but its the same few ppl la...parents, jan, boon tiong, chia hui, pris (=
22.What's your favorite song at the moment? everytime! =P wo men de ai too...
23.What was the last song that kept ringing on your mind last night before you slept? nth
24.Wat was the best event that happened lastyear? hmmm....alot lehs! lol but ahhhh wish these events can occur again....cos...mebbe cant liao )=
25.Where are you planning to go for holiday and with who? so far...wales, scotland liddat, with family...but i wanna go prague!! with ahsc!! but its a 'yao yuan de meng' siax

tml school reopen..bad and good at the same time...bad, is the hw and the choir stuffs and the busyness...good is can see my friends in school! wen siu, empress ee (jus jk), jiayu...plus some others dont wanna mention in case ppl think between us got bgr kinda thing...
cny a bit disappointin...nvr see frangees...ahhh only 'maine with her lil sis and she a bit dao liddat, cos rushin for time. but then not much diff i think...the frangees now and frangees last yr...still v dao...dao-er than twocee-ians sia. and now that francine poh is like MESMERISIN. totally. she used to be this geeky, bookish lil annoyin pain in your neck la...but now shes really damn-the-hell chio. lol gds for her...shes in temasek some more...surely got shuai ge want her sia...her complexion, hair, skin, eyes, everything v 'mi ren'. really....if she joins ahs, EVERYONE will willingly admit defeat...as in girls la. and shes sho smart some more...lol what a nice change...mebbe one day we can chat over some water (no coffee pls) the catch up...budden dunno whether she interested or not, in sacp we two well known for bitchin at each other ya? hahas budden last time i was real immature...a bit of stuff also flare up...now it reali total opps...and angie! yeahh...angie tan, who can forget her? is she still 171? or taller? or shorter? cherlie lehs? still tall and chio and cool-cool? lol and cheryl lees bdae comin, dunno what to give...mebbe...a note? she di help me a bit here and there...like for the d&t project shit la...ya. ill try and think of sth.
then the teachers ALL disappear until dunno where...i can only recognise cat tan and rita teo. wah liew...is this a kind of sign? tellin me to visit cat tan and chat with her? nahh!!! i did for sec one, then its like sho gan ga...haix...ill jus leave her some small stuff on her table then siam nxt yr ba...mus thank her for helpin me get into ahs wad.
anw...i was hangin around then finally pam came. then i was like, crappin around with poline from 2c on the chinese di zi...its crappy la...mus blow v hard de...then i, pam and this dhs girl called wenyi went to tm...take stickers. along the way met jiayu they all...plus bt, xiao lan lan, wanling and liu shiyun gai-gai-ing...anws realli had SHO much fun with wenyi the chio bu and pam...who is now my new gd fren. yayyys...and buaaais (=

crappin plus bitchin

2005-02-07T20:27:00.000+08:00

heres a pic...which will stir up a bout of jealousy among gals
come join us ba. CheW on IT (=:

this is melody lau hui ping, my classmate (anglican high school 3g'05)+ COUSIN of SLY SIM!!! 0_0 ahhhhhhhh~

another thing is....i wanna plug this new 'crap'site
originally formed by 2 sec two altos -
wensiu the chio bu
and jessica the...the...the...enthu!
(my darlins!!! lol (= nah...my best friends in ahs
who know my biggest secret of da year
and have da sense not to divuldge it)
its really...er...unique.
some might say its in the shadow of wong jiahao, founder of the
damn funny
damn respect-commandin
manhope legend
heres the first chp:

" Where is this place? " Viscount Nicholas thought to himself, " I dont recall seeing this passageway before." He cautiously moved on and heard meloudious singing. " Lalala...lalalalala...." He quickened his steps and saw a beam of light. There was an opening. He peeked through and saw a beautiful garden and a ravishing lady singing.
But suddenly....." Hey! What on earth do you think you are doing? Ogling at my sister like that! You dont feel like living anymore right?!" The next nano-second, the viscount was kicked right in the face by super long legs and was sent flying.
" Jie!!!! NO!!!!!" The elegant lady shrieked. The lady was Princess Siu Wen, the Princess of Ee. " He's staring at you my dear girl, only got kicked in the face, not the area between his legs......" " Your Highness....no Your Majesty, you are now Empress Ee and you shouldnt be so violent." Sarah, the Advisor, said, shaking her head. The violent person is the Empress?

jus found out i was included, in the second chp la...but my character is
vomit-inducin
blood vessel-rupturin
heart-breakin so look below...

When the previous Emperor passed away.........

" Prince Wei Yang should be King. " said Premier Matthew. " Nono, Prince Wei Yang only know how to slack! Princess Jessica should rule the vast empire." protested Historian Rubiano. " Historian! It's none of your business so will you please shut up and just record history!" " Princess Siu Wen should be the empress. Princess Jessica is too violent!" the Minster Of Environment Jia Yu called out.
After a long dicussion, the officials decided that Princess Jessica was the Empress of Eleanora. It was the 1st time Eleanora was ruld by a female.
" Who says females cant rule the empire? Hmph! " the Minster of Foreign Affairs Yi Jia smiled triumphantly. " Hana hana, win liao lor......" Earl Daniel said with a surge of annoyance.

wah. lao.
minster of foreign affairs
minster
wads minster
minster of foreign affairs...
wah lao
wah lao
lol
why not princess?
why not countess?
why not viscountess?
why not cousin of empress?
why not cousin of princess?
why not prime ministers daughter?
since i closest to shaun
shaun can be pm mah
but wait gtg *rushes to toilet and pukes* - im back
*wipes mouth* i guess better take that back
shaun's DAUGHTER
wah lao haha
but...minster of foreign affairs
i demand a re-write!!
lol
but at least still a court official
oh man
im sho touched
im sho honoured

chp 10 i shall write
personally
ya...some ppl say my compo is gd
but i dont think so
anw this kinda writing
is lame writing
crap writing
not narrative writing
so no diff

shall start now...taaaaaa

ps tml cny celebrations in school can let down hair? lol

**return of the pontianak**

choir

2005-02-05T18:31:00.000+08:00

xj did a a proper choir site...
and also hv reduced his 'sad life la' to approx. once per day
anw the site is http://groups.msn.com/ahsc/

its shooo borin. haha. like what jiahao emperor of huang quoted:
"This web does not cover the 'TRUE' choir.... is just a face put up to please all..."

i think hes better than socrates sia

...so i wont link the proper site, only the crappy site
you can see it on the left
its damn da funny...n ridiculus
but you might not understand it if youre not in ahsc
like whats randallistan

lets look at an excerpt...(sorry hor roy...but the worse was not posted k =P)
Name: Mhd Roy Bin Lan Jiao Kia
Occupation: Leader of BSL, Founder of Roydree.
Age: Dying soon( evil people wont die so fast you know...but will die sometime )
D.O.B : unknown... should not be born at all.
Telephone no.: 94629152 (call at your own risk, Females are strongly advised not to call, unless they want to risk their virginity)
Weapon: Propaganda (specific usage for 13 yr olds only...), Fat sword.
Hobbies: Creating new propoganda to propogandise the sec 1s, try to impress the conductors by trying to shown feeling on his idiotic face.
Loves: Too many of them... Too bad none feel the same for him LOL...

and parts of our 'choir legend' story...

Characters=roy (2A'04), jun (3G'05), sir manhope (kan munhoe//sec 4 bass sl), huang (wong jiahao//sec 4 tenor sl)

Chapter 3
Propaganda
In Roydree, as roy had named his new kingdom, propaganda was everywhere. All newspapers, books, movies, shows, programmes even names are under strict censorship and only newspapers, books, movies, shows, programmes and names which reflect how "great' Roy is is allowed, therefore, all people in Roydree are called something Roy something.

officers of higher rank in the black sun legion are given titles like overall commander, 1st roy class or great sage equivalent to Roy. All children under 14 also must attend Roy-ish schools which teach them how to be like roy and what roy and jun did to the country. From this, Children which have weak minds of thier own became pro-roy, and are fanatically loyal to them. Children of age 12 are also required to serve three year in the junior black sun legion. Therefore people were very loyal to him. When there are people trying to stop this propaganda(this is rarely seen as people were too layal and afraid of him), they were dealt by by the jun secret police.

The secret police force is very efficient and people plotting against roy and jun can be tracked down within a day of thier planning to revolt. Once caught by the secret police, the people were sent to feed the numerous bald eagles and kodos and crocs immediately without trial or questioning. Houses of Roydree are also made in the shape of Roy and have large pictures of Roy and Jun. This is very dangerous as the people are very loyal and will fight to the last men or women.

Chapter 13
Celebrations in the face of danger
...
Arrows flew at all angles to the BSL (roy's Big Sucky Legion). So do clubs and swords and maces and spears and fists and legs. The BSL was immobilised by the sorcery of Huang. Only Roy escape as his skin was too thick for the spell to penetrate. Huang thrashed them 100000000-0 not a huang troop was injured but the whole BSL roy bought was wipeouted. "never try to sneak attack Huang cause you are bound to fail.

Ladies and gentlemen, now let us continue our celebrations.", Huang shouted at Roy and his army. The whole army went back to celebrate. Not one person(excluding the emperor of huang who could not get drunk even if he drink 5million litres of alcohol) was not drunk in the fort that night.

PLUS
i really feel like going back in time to go to the farewell in 2004...
here are some pix:

wensiu...the chio bu and good chorister...and one of my BEST FRIENDs (songleng, kenan, sec 3 bb guys think twice abt offendin me hor!) =D

yar....wensiu again

clinton ong and jonathan chan decoratin the place...person on ladder is anon

last yrs sec 4s comin in

so well, taaaaaa. my fair princess 3 is on liao. must watch, even though 1 and 2 is so-the-damn-hell much better....this part hvnt read de. this part is in the 3rd book. so...taaaaaaa. hahas

quizzies

2005-01-20T21:41:00.000+08:00

Discover your Zodiac Personality @ Quiz Me
haha...no wonder sometimes i find 90% of cancer horoscopes more true than libra de...
CANCER's perfect match = Pisces

discover your inner candy heart @ quiz me
actly me dont really understand whats 'you are a 10'...

Green

You are a very calm and contemplative person. Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature.

Find out your color at Quiz Me!

eeuuu..=x green sux

The Completely Pointless Personality Quiz
dont gettit...ahaha

sent out of house

2005-01-20T18:24:00.000+08:00

In your Darkest Hour these items are essential (in order):
1. God --- accompanies you and gives you serenity, comfort, strength, endurance...and with Him around you suddenly are not afraid of any imaginary 'ghost' or stuff lurking behind you at night
2. handphone --- lets you confide in your friends in your Darkest Hour...mebbe even can help you work out the solution to getting the golden key to the exit...and i SO regretted nvr carrying my hp at night at home...now i shall bring it with me everywhere no matter what
3. tissue paper --- allows you to clear your watery nose and wipe your face clean after some crying (Darkest Hour mah)...at least can breathe better...
4. jacket --- protects you from the bone-chilling night winds...esp if you live near a huge mass of water (e.g. bedok reservoir)...and ppl complain the anglican high school blouse/shirt is thick and hot...
5. torchlight

firsties
1.1st time you tried smoking: :: //. nvr and will nvr ever smoke
2. 1st alcoholic drink you had: :: //. red wine...1 or 2 yrs ago
3. 1st time you entered a pub: :: //. underaged...hahas
4. 1st award: :://. er...forget le =P
5. 1st hero: :://. errr...dont really hv...mebbe parents and maternal grandparents
6. 1st time you were sent to the principal for disciplinary actions: :: //. haha...even wilson's case also only mr lim handle...if not then N.A.
7. 1st goal: :: //. get gd grades for p3 eoy...cos p1 and 2 chicken feet...
8. 1st crush? :: //. errr haha classmate in k1 -____-'' diaox
9. 1st person who gave you flowers: :: //. nah...haha me not as lucky as yulan man =D
10.1st friend: :: //. xiaoqing and natalie from k1 and 2
11.1st kiss: :://. when i was still v small hee hee
12. 1st record you bought: :://. SO damn embarassing...dont wanna say
13. 1st song you sang infront of many people: :://. er...sec 2's 2004 choir concert (with anderson+fairfield) ahs first song ba
14. 1st musical instrument you learned to play: :: //. piano...hee =D
15. 1st local/foreign concert you watched: ::: //. somewhere in sg...le miserables
16. 1st celebrity you saw in person: :: //. cassandra see?
17. 1st TV show you really liked: :: //. my fair princess I...cos it really v funny then its kinda romantic how the couples got together and touching how the 5 became friends
18. 1st book you bought: :://. forgot
19. 1st sport you played: :://. erriieee...running counted? as in babies first walk then run..-___-'"
20. 1st sleepover: :://. damn embarassed to say...nooo )=
21. 1st terrible fight: :: //. i nvr fight de...quarrel is with francine poh
22. 1st (first godchild?): :: //. lols...lucky, jans jack russell (= (gal btw)
23. 1st birthday party you attended: :: //. rebecca laus
24. 1st bestfriend: :: //. see no. 10
25. 1st wedding you attended: :: //. cousins de...
26. 1st person who greeted you on your last bday: :: //. err...cant rmb
27. 1st friend in friendster: :: //. vernica lo!!! =D
28. 1st boy/girl friend: :://. ...-______-
29. 1st cellphone : :: //. sec 1
30. 1st collection: :: //. stickers...so lame ya? =P
31.1st tym u saw a ghost? :: //. p4..the thing is, it was dressed in blue..
32. 1st rollercoaster ride: :://. sad to say...none at all. wah-hahs
33. 1st ambition: :: //. actress =P right now is doc/singer/writer/pianist...
34.1st thing u bought w/ ur 1st salary? :: //. hvnt got 1st salary
40. first true boyfriend://. none..haha
41. 1st legal boyfriend://. none..legal?? got illegal de meh?
42. 1st out of town experience with your friends?//. dont hv

plus...a v HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dear JIAYU 3b05 ahs.
haha...i only knew it today...diaox.
2k04 gals celebrated her birthday in the canteen durin recess
the cake was damn-the-hell delicious
i so damn envious...hahas
no la...i dont need a biiiiiiigg huuuuge public one
jus a thoughtful one where the ppl i care abt in ahs are gathered around
then got a delicious blackforest cake...or choc cake also can...

if cant then nvm
jus close friends also can
but shall not disclose who...hur hur hur

oh. die. me starting to laugh like jun nishikawara
diaox =P anw looked up luuurrrve horoscope...
LIBRAS see this:

bad match --- pisces (AWWW =(...reallie? dont come kid me eh)
fling --- aries (ha.ha. to think that...)
perfect match --- aquarius (jan20-feb17...the thing is i dont i think i even know an aquarius other than jiayu)

wadever.anw now me tryin to take things two steps at a time
not a step
but not running.
crap la. nth to say.
except that xinjuns 3k05 rate of sayin "sad life la you" is now 1 per 0.5hrs
and sittin nxt to weixing rawks
cos not as crap as nxt to si xinjun
but as fun..yea. oh well. byes.

bitch! bitch! bu yao guo lai - wilson koh

2005-01-14T23:25:00.000+08:00

...ONCE upon a time, a 14-yr-old gal was hvin a perambulation along a corridor, enjoying the delightful spring breeze and basking in the sunshine filtering thru the fluffy, white clouds. she turned and spotted sth herculean in size and dark azure in colour --- head-turning was inevitable. forthwith, a shriek of mixed despair and panic resounded around the nearby area.
"bitch!! bitch bu yao guo lai!!"

....oh yea man.
this is MYstory. for 12/1/2005 (boys brigade day)
in my last entry i declared to 'enjoy and appreciate every moment in ahs. no matter how sucky like lily koh lesson'
*runs to toilet and pukes violently yet again*

ya. so...yup, i will appreciate "bitch!! bitch bu yao guo lai!!" from 'sth herculean in size and dark azure in colour' = a voluminous bb-ian
hahas. im not affected lols. like who cares man, 2 yrs come + go quickly

anws i forgot to post sth else: I luurrrvve my o'lvl music class ppl yayyy!! woot~
haha so damn fun yty other than theory shit + a ton of hw. wl eh.
xinjun aka NEWjun (pls go choirsite link for his legendary adventures. guaranteed 200% funneh) was like "sad life ah" at least 40 times per min...-____-""

then like got this creeeppie sound like our basses singing 'hoooo~' v softly
we were like kinda freakin out abit...even xinjun muahahahaha
he was quite distracted...kept going 'whats that sound ah'
haha hes damn funny
one good thing abt 95% of guys is they hv sense of humour
so nxt lesson im hopin can resume this seating arrangement
then can crap with xinjun, wei xian, darryl, andy yayy~woot tho already got expert crappers----3g guys like jovi, joey, nic, sam, wenguang, bryan...

rite now swan yees the swan
plus me + mel are flamingos
yea...dont roll ur eyes k? lol.
and now cassandra is my 'qin mei' --- im her 'jia jie'-cum-jukebox lols

anws...think got nth to say liao...except 'wu ding' rawks my world! yea i know. lame right. got infected frm joey sia...him and his stpd giant eagles...wells buaix =D

reminiscense..again

2005-01-11T22:14:00.000+08:00

yuan zhi came back
she really came back
she finally came back
everyone came back
n i was waitin, waitin...
then she came back today

weird reaction right...im not close to her
im close to ppl close to her

anws 1st we jus said hi in canteen durin recess
no feelings la
then later i saw wilson hoyan kelly ying they all go rush to her
suddenly i qing bu zi jin
leave my food at the table to join them...
then when i returned to my food i jus felt like cryin
but nth came out la

isnt it weird
i suddenly feel like embracin the IP ppl im SHO not close to:
yuan zhi the loud one
zhong ting the ladies guy
cheryl lim the chio bu + brainy top girl
but i like, can ignore friends like melissa toh
i feel sho....confused
wads with me

feelin damn depressed right this min...
is 3g better
or twocee better
twocee...i miss wilson the class joker, desmond the funneh class monk, the kewt pranks we play ----
like we all signed on a red bra (its D cup i think) then gave it to yeow yk for teachers day
3g is like more...ordinary in some ways
tho i find it v easy to connect

then i realised
two yrs pass sho fast
wad wld happen if cant see my baobeis +' special' ppl
wad happen if like in 2004 mus split again (for 3g)
wad happen if choir mus split
wad happen if mus leave ahs

i want my baobeis + other ppl too esp 'special' ppl
i dont want a v united 3g to be mercilessly separated
i dont want to be detached from ahschoir...and from baobeis like wen siu + jiayu
i want everyone

why i feel liddat...for six//frangees almost too
can still remember angie, adabelle, cheryl and jan yeo cryin like in a soap opera
actin like huang biren, damn drama
then aline ngoh playing beyblade...
with me haha we hvin match in a shoebox. me always last winner.
last time aline always say i sing too much
then tiff keep askin me to shut up cos i suck lols

we-ell...i hv decided to chiong it all
enjoy and appreciate every moment in ahs. no matter how sucky like lily koh lesson *pukes violently*
take the initiative
dont be shy to tok and reach out man...
yep thats it...treasure every moment with ppl you know you will SURELY damn bloody hell miss a lot
*gvs a weak smile*

yea god
is this your ans? huh?
we-ell the thing is...hahas me still damn shy
so god pls gv me courage and strength...before i regret over and over til i turn in my urn...amen. nitex guys (:

pissed

2005-01-10T22:01:00.000+08:00

yayyy im sho pissed man
genuinely pissed
cos my asthma sort of acted up. asthmatic cough, then mus mid-physics lesson go toilet take inhaler. sianx
plus cos today 3g05 guys + 2f04's jonathan were sho damn bian tai.

first
in e lit class we are supposed to like discuss our views on this bloody waterfall pic
i think its bloody cos that teacher say no ones answer is wrong
but still mine and swan yees view were
worse.
worse.
what a bloody photo
mebbe now i am prejudiced against waterfalls already
whats the term for fear of waterfalls huh?

anws we were supposed to discuss la
budden most of the time were spent laughing over jovi's 'lipice' lip balm
cos...erm he kinda feel sad lo. supposed to be his ex gv him de
then joey say what stim_ _ _ _ _ _ _ shittie. then talk abt
ringing handphones
and lesbs -_____________________-" aww gawd man...save me man, god...

wl. joey was sayin me n swan like lesbs liddat
idiotic ah
jus cos i tell her write her friendster email on my hand
n she go hug me
ya
n say she love me
then later sort of kiss me.
muahaha. pls la dont liddat. someone in s.h.s see already 'kkkerrrack!' muahaha
plus chai chee de
hahas but me no bf de la
=P

secondly....
that swan yee la -____-''
go bring what shittiee hentai mag called 'candy'
then the guys like 'accidentally' (HOR) opened it
then ya...lol

hahas. some jus politely asking 'can i read'
then other guys were like 'wah lao!!!!!!!!' lols.
then SURPRISE SURPRISE the gals started getting curious

my turn to 'wah lao!!!!!!!!' already.

so....yar the gals got more agitated than the guys
more enthu than jun+jonathan added together
not v funny eh...i went toilet they were tokin abt 'fruit juice' (ok, this is da 1 one thing thats funny)
then come back
jun was broadcasting this live speech abt that bk
by changing the book of drawings
into a narrative version

...

so i jus kind of pissed lo. guess its the disgusting reaction
then sort of v little bu shuang until choir started
a bit bu shuang again cos nearly mus stand nxt to jun in choir
wl

but overall other than like 'er xin'
quite funny sia

ok. v v funnieeee wheeee~ =P
then before choir i speak throat pain cos whole day nvr stop laughin
then during midchoir not pain at all
cos contrary to pop belief we choristers DO NOT use our normal tokin voice
its somewhere upstairs

plus me and my lil darling 'hao da dang' wen siu from alto (ALTOS RAWK~)
hv AGAIN decided to partner up for talentime
yayyyys this time ying shld be cheering for me as promised

omg. did i say she likes my voice
as in my xian dai ge qu voice
not choral voice
yayyy so happys~ =D

but dunno if me shld play capball for 3g
for go for talentime
i wanna do both!!! can???pweaseee?
lol yea mus make decision sia. jus hope we manage to prepare IN TIME unlike last yr

well gtg i guess. nth to blog
except i dreaaaad pe tml
my legs look like sho damn the bloodiiee thin from the front lo
then sho damn the bloodiiee thick from the side
like elephant
nah like hairy elephant
well mebbe tml after maths shall stomp into toilet
lock myself into a cubicle
then hide there to rot until after pe

yea. thats the way to go man. hope no running
then mus change or will definitely stink for music with lee chin sin
tml mus play the 8bar melody we composed last week
kena sai la mine
tho i got feeling me not da worst. tho everyone finished grd8 eons ago
then december i takin grd6 sia. shi bai la...so behind everyone de

we-lls...thats all i hope. ta~

i dream///believe

2005-01-08T14:38:00.000+08:00

i can see it in the stars across the sky...i dreamt hundred thou dreams before and now i finally realised...ive waited all my life, for this moment to arrive. and finally...i believe... wo0t~ today ive heartlessly pao qi 5566's shou hou and repeated 'i dream' from sgi1 and 'i believe' from ami3. beautiful what..shall post lyrics. NOTE: choir valentine songs comm, i hv the 'i dream' track+lyrics prepared (dont fight with me lol) plus 'if we hold on together' and 'stupid cupid'.

I Believe

Have you ever you ever reached a rainbow's end
And did you find your pot of gold
Ever catch a shooting star
Tell me how high did you soar
Ever felt like you were dreaming
Just to find that you're awake
Cause the magic that surrounds you
Will lift you up and guide you on your way

Chorus: I can see it in the stars across the sky
Dreamt a hundred thousand dreams before
Now I finally realize
See I've waited all my life for this moment to arrive
And finally yeah

I believe in the impossible
If I reach deep within my heart
Overcome any obstacle
Won't let this dream fall apart
See I strive to be the very best
Shine my light for all to see
Cause anything is possible
When you believe yeah

Chorus

Ohh Yeah
Love keeps liftin me higher
Liftin me higher
Love keeps liftin me higher
I said love keeps liften
Love keeps liften me
I said Love keeps liften
Love keeps liften me higher
Said love keeps liften me higher
I said love keeps liften me highh~

I Dream

In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirit's there, where eagles dare to fly
In my heart
There's a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door, where I am sure dreams are

Doesn't matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause this race is all about
Believing in yourself

Chorus: And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream, I can be
The hero that's in me
When I dream I dream

There's a time, In your life
When the odds are so against you
There's no defeat if all you keep is pride
First or last, Slow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on, when world's have come apart

Doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things you've done before
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself

Chorus

I dream!
Of a moment
That forever will be golden
When the torch is passed
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone

Chorus

ok ok enough liao. later my blog so long to dl. well...am currently doing stuff for choir vdae songs comm...sHO fun! hope proposal is gd enough for zoe boon to approve. am lookin forward to practs..yayy zoe boon u better approve HOR!! will be jogging around reservoir (bedok fyi) if weathers gd. so...ya, buai and muacks~!

b promise to sing bdae song but for long period of time we nv tok online

2005-01-07T21:35:00.000+08:00

as fun as always...cca orientation for sec 1s. lemme give you my personal (AND V HONEST) top 5 cca presentation(performing arts):

1.edc rawks man. woot! (what am i saying). win hands down man...like jiong rui and nicole. but of course the 'tai-masheen' is best lar. but this one is still cool esp when jr go dancing in his blue-striped bathrobe. and i didnt know benjamin from my class was in 3g...he act like quite real. go ben! =p

2.band cos the duckies aka choir ppl on 3rd lvl (including me [go altos*]) were like singing along for 'lion king'. and esp during the 'circle of life' (first sect of 'lion king' medley)we were like swaying and blasting at the same time. fond memories were brought back thnx to band...will NEVER EVER EVER forget the choir concert last yr in which countless disney songs like 'circle of life', 'i jus cant wait to be king, 'hakuna matata', 'can u feel the love tonight', 'under the sea' etc. where performed. yayyy....see below for 'col' lyrics, rawks my world...am gonna keep singing this lol.
3. cds my bao bei jo+megan are like, the zui jia pai dang, so funny! but a bit luan lar. anw jo+megan you rock!

4. choir erps...haha of course mus support wad. we were prepared that though its the comm+sec 4s+some extras singing, we cant be heard lar. budden at least we did our best...haha and qixiang+jiahowe damn crappy before the singing. ;D

5.hmmm...lemme see, how abt nth else? yar...i know, put me on a wheelchair.

plus for valentines day the choir is selling stuff n singing songs on request. yayyyyyyyy and me in singing comm!!!whee~ and i hope can be grp leader or sth, itll be fun. and we hv rou ma songs like 'moon represents my heart'...wl lor haha. hope practises are during recess (hint hint). got angel+mortal stuff too. AND im so pissed!!! ng and sng thinks i hv grudge against *ahem* but not at all....its totally the opp. wl!!! humph! why always liddat, not fair.

great now im pissed. shall continue chatting haha. the flashing is getting to me...but fyi, no flashing pisses me off a mil times more...ta for now then! below are lyrics as promised:

In the circle of life
And it moves us on
Through despair and hope
Through faith and love
And we'll find a way-ay-ay
On the path unwinding
In the circle of
Life.....

3G + 2 slaps from b and 1 slap from me to b

2005-01-06T17:23:00.000+08:00

yayyy been v happy these few days...i think i love 3g justa bit more than a bit haha. everyone is sho nice...i think its better than in twocee. but OF COURSE ill still support twocee. and i miss certain things abt twocee like wilsons jokes and funny antics, desmonds 'gong-ness' and 'arh.....'s (hur hur hur), mrs tay and of course my 'bao bei' (3rd class) //'xiao mei' joanna kam hui min whos now, sadly, in the nxt class 3h. budden better than nth. wheeee~

=P i think today was the fun-nest so far. like for our core lit class...swan yee, liujun, melody, jovi (who "knows" swan yee, whom is self-declared "gay" =D), nicholas (Area Of Concern=Area Of Condensation), joey (who helped in the crapping) and me. the table and 'what lit means to us' was total crap...thanks to the brilliant minds of jovi and joey. the teacher was damn bu shuang...so thanks to the brilliant-er mind of swan yee, our last-sec answers were v much accepted. heh heh. jus hope swan yee didnt go put back the stupid 'lit means L. I. T.' and hand in the paper to john...so embarassing!! then me and her were mini-squabbling over this during geog...

i think 3g is great cos theres like this lil mini-wilson embedded within each of us...esp like the ppl from my lit grp and cassandra, and even some teachers are fun like kartini. theres so much laughter, so nice, hope it will last. and below are some fridayfives (SO SAD they closed)+quizzes..

1. Name one song you hate to admit you like.
Superstar by S.H.E.

2. Name two songs that always make you cry.
In Dreams from LOTR and When You Believe by Mariah Carey and Whitney Housten

3. Name three songs that turn you on.
GAN MA DIAO...haha...the basses sound great for the 'kan chai mo kan ohh, pu tao teng ohh' in the middle then the altos join that part

4. Name four songs that always make you feel good.
GAN MA DIAOs (wooooot!!=P my fave choir song), BATTLE OF JERRICHO//JOSHUA (srry i sound uncouth buti loooove these two songs), stupid cupid, easy come easy go by 5566 yayy (=P)!!!

5. Name five songs you couldn't ever do without.
dunno? i guess i jus basically cant LIVE without any form of music...

You are the tree-loving faerie. The Earth Faerie.
Nature is your friend, all the little animals
are cute and cuddly, even those that bite. You
are a strong friend, people have a tendancy to
go to you when they are feeling sad. You have a
motherly instinct and always want to kiss away
the tears.

What's your inner Faerie?

1st day of school

2005-01-04T11:02:00.000+08:00

NOTE: to my lil chatterbugs from MSN----------if i nvr go online on MSN can sms me. i promise i will ignore the possibility of becoming bankrupt (but see first for the panda-eye factor) and joanna pls call my house @ 62421111. got sth to say lar.

today was...er...was...haha. am v speechless abt first day cos everything went wrong!!! i realised the total opp of whatever i imagine will happen. really, dont agree then listen to a bo liao exert of it:

imagined:

will arrive at bus stop at 6.30 and will be slightly surprised by nalpha's incessant chatting. happily go up bus then enter school by basketball court the gate. then go into class, happily chat with ppl like fellow alto liujun until assembly. then she would take home her long-awaited copies of WITCH that has come out. (one big stak de)

...reality:

arrived at bus stop at SEVEN and was thoroughly surprised at valerie+my's incessant chatting. V unhappily glaring at 228 + 66 buses cos never stop!!!! all full what. then hitched a ride on val's dad's car (he calls her 'darling'. wah. lao.)then ran from near st anthony's up chang chen. GOING TO BE LATE WHAT. didnt even go up to class. jus put bag down near piano then rushed up. then didnt even talk to liujun until phototaking session. shu yao took all my WITCH comics since liujun heartlessly rejected it.

anyway V weird day too...some ppl acting damn strange. and unsurprisingly the class guys were v bian tai...we were like squealing "eeeewwww" when SOMEBODY ARH said sth disgusting. okie lar, V disgusting lor. lol hope that *ahem-ahem* was joking if not an unlucky girl might get *!!!ahem-ahem!!!* and get scarred for life.

plus today saw sot. im such an idiot. haha jan wld say 'stupid arh!! jus after i told you arh!!' but i really cant act...='(

incredibles

2004-11-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

watched the incredibles today...SOOO nice haha. reallie worth the money. and this time not so scary as when i watched princess diaries. cos halfhouse =P...unlike only have a long-haired woman infront of us, then halfway got mad-choral singers-teens chiong in. budden this also got chia hui (whom i will refer to as ch). and more chuckling during funny parts (eg hur hur hur from my right).

the incredibles rawks! esp the baby. go melissas blog if you dunno why. aiyo she spoiler lar. lol. jk. so hafta go. no mood to blog. next time ba. anyway now for a QUIZ to liven up stuff lar. here you go. ***///erps. interruption. jus got this GIGANTIC black fly chiong towards me and hit my left eyebrow there. the height is the thickness of the sec 3 chem textbook. at 15 cm from the eye. REALLIE!!!!!! yucks budden didnt scream. muahaha. look out kay. ///*** copy the qs if you want.

1.the first song you remember hearing
a, b, c, d, e, f, g, h, i, j, k, l...okie okie ill stop here.

2.first CD you bought
HAIX dont want to say. so ashamed to type it here liddat. dont want!

3.last song you had stuck in your head?
nth lar...cant remember the title now anyway =X

4.first song you disliked?
stronger. HUR HUR HUR. budden now its ok to me.

5.song you'd request at a party
er....stupid cupid?? lol so that i can sing along. one of my best what.

6.song you'd like for the first dance at your wedding? SIAO. oops sorrie. but first dance? er...*speechless*

7.if you have a partner, do you have a song that is 'our' song?
mebbe? how i know??!!??

9.song your mum sings
dunno? solitaire ba...

10.song you're most likely to sing/dance if your drunk
ANYTHING lor please.

11.ever gone karaoke? If so, what song?
whatever song i could find

.12.is there a song you can't live without?
Haven't found one yet.

13.is there a song you would happily ban from this earth?
havent found.

14.your favourite ost?
samurai x ost! haha heart of sword rox

.15.finally, name the last song you listened to
dunno? cant recognise the voice!

sick.

2004-11-15T17:02:00.000+08:00

feeling so sick. having high fever, a very sore throat and red face. well the red face part sounds ok, but not for the first two. got reprimanded around the house cos got sick. and getting sick is wasting time and effort. yup. woo.

i found out the plot for 'forgotten' liao. its actly v simple. dunno why i screamed...but ohhh, i remember!! while i was covering my ears and slumping in my seat, she bent over and her face gave me a fright!! lol...not saying chia hui v ugly...she v chio, look like 'da S'. but if you were in a dark cinema with a long-haired woman infront of you only, and suddenly got this girl hanging over your head...well, so ya.

anyway tml minqi, wong shiyun, jolene and melissa toh coming over for that 'choir idol' thingy. i think we wont be the best. so obvious. oops...but anyway, guess i have to play the piano already. cant sing and not much mood to sing. and nobody's interested in my singing aymore. cos i sound like the whole choir myself. when i speak, all four sections come in, with bass as the most obvious. how to sing liddat? Therefore, This House Believes That me should play the piano instead of the original plan (lead singer). the piano is MINE!! MINE!! MINE!! muahahahahaha...oops. heh heh.

anyway i know my 'evil laughter' is NVR convincing...like the other time for the e lit play. I played tina (tina turner?? and shiyun can be whitney as in whiney houston!!) and theres one scene must 'laugh evily'. i laughed like sooo mian chiang liddat...lol. after doing my low-quality laugh, 1/4 of the audience aka twocee04 laughed along at my v pathetic laugh. so there.

anyway...so sad. cant sing for choir idol. and maybe even for choir. i mean, touch wood! choy! jus hope we wont be too 'soft' and 'ahs-y', which miss lim doesn like. good luck to us!! cheers!

shockorama.

2004-11-09T22:46:00.000+08:00

quite a boring day...only met chia hui and talked to jan and found out im going to B2 le (so sian!!)...go msn up there no-one i wanna talk to de. anyway, watched princess diaries 2 for the second time. haha. yea i know, 'so lame, waste of $$'. but nvm lar...shark tale and ladder 49 and dollmaster doesnt seem nice. anyway dollmaster doesnt suit me. i have guts (as in mental, and physical) to stand up for justice or blah, but not much to watch a scary movie in a dark threatre. id rather be dunked 10 times in a row than go watch dollmaster in the theatres. or mebbe ill be screaming like mad/covering my ears, screaming "lah lah lah lah lah" or wo men de ai (wo men de ai works but not the lah lah lah) like siao char bor until the cinema peeps and other viewers kick me out of the theatre. lol.

before the actual screening got this xtremely long preview of 'forgotten.' its about a kid and a lot of creepy stuff, like how the mother go tear the wallpaper to reveal her daughter's drawing on the wall. yikes. then i was closing my eyes and doing what i did as typed above. budden i didnt get kicked out or anything. there was only this long-haired woman sitting about two rows infront. she didnt mind. neither did chia hui.

in the half of the show, this group of youngsters came and ran all over da place. i and chia hui were watching the movie so we didnt really notice where they sit. until the coronation that part, this bai chi was singing along with the music in a choral voice. a bit creepy. the person was behind hiding in a desolate corner behind a wall, so couldnt see anything. later i suddenly wanted to spar with him/her so i blast like siao! haha. of course unprepared without any warm-ups lar. after one or two notes voice then open. so ya.

after that rushed to choir. dunno why, but today mr yong's face red until siao. then we sang the usual like 'sunset', 'ave marie stella', 'kometsuki', then later i remembered gwynneth and two other peeps organising the sec two's farewell item. til now havent started! at first i was a bit qi cos they couldnt care liddat, and on 18 must finalise liao. and they took up the job but not the responsibility. they didnt
want to organise anything, because they said everyone said 'anything'. but at least
can start with sth right (at least they said anything; didnt narrow any options)...not slack around. they also got a lil upset. but pls lor, you all are the in-charge de...so come up with a plan lehx!!

then later talk to jan. i. got. a giant. shock. about jan and nathan. okie, to be perfectly honest, i can tell hes a gentleman by his pix (i can read peeps' personalities by their faces, 99% true). BUT! BUT! WHY ON EARTH would a 23 yr old guy wanna stead with 14 yr old gal???!!! and adabelle tell me not to worry...only 9 yrs diff. lol. but no lol. there are a million-gazzillion reason why. and only one is good: both like each other for real. the rest are ALL bad. jus use a creative and imaginative mind to think what might happen...23 yr old guy with a pretty, kind-hearted and TOTALLY unsuspecting 14 yr old girl...haix if you two really like each other, then good luck! but much better luck if not!! jan takkaire kayx! dont let him touch you or whatever. haix anyway _ _ _ _ _ _ you on the _ _ _ _ _ already. wadahell. nathan you better be guai or i go over and make you meet god faster (however under this sort of desperate conditions, youll prob be bad enough to go downstairs)!!

so bored...feel that something or someone is missing. and shucks, pinglang and lucciene found out about sth of mine...hope they dont go spreading it. actly having second thoughts...but nvm, i must learn to see peeps' insides, and not by their reputation!

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with YOU...

Quizzies

2004-11-08T23:29:00.000+08:00

A:
Your Beauty liesin Innocence. Pure, sweet and child-like. You most
likely look far younger thanyou are and your smile would brighten up anyone's
day. Seen as naive andsheltered, you can be ignorant at times, but for
the most part, it's simply yourreputation preceding you. You are most likely
rather aware of the realities oflife. You are extremely good natured and
trustworthy. By the same token, you area bit too trusting. Be careful, few are as honest
and open as you. You mightseem girlish still with a love of dresses, ponies,
and things most might deemyou "too old for". But this doesn't
bother you. You enjoy your youth and aregoing to make it last. After all you are only as
old as you feel.

Some ThingsThat Represent You:

Element:Light, Wind Animal: Kitten Color:
White, Pink, Pastels Song:Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney
Expression: Innocent Smile

Gemstone:Diamond Mythological Creature: Unicorn
Sign: Virgo Planet:Moon Hair Color: White Eye Color: Silver

Quote: "Astranger is just a friend you haven't met
yet."

Where Does Your Beauty Lie? ..::Original Pictures Are Back! Detailed Results::..

Your like an angel. You pocess love and bring love
to any thing or person. You love being
yourself. Even though your cute or not. I think
your just awesome. Like you are peace:)

What Type Of Girl Are You???(Amazing Pics)

ALL from quizilla.com and take them cos they 99% true!

twocee '04

2004-11-05T11:58:00.000+08:00
well, end of de yr le. time for reminiscence (correct spelling?). twocee...what can I say abt you?? other classes said 2e'04 deserved the 'Outstanding Class 2004' betta cos they are SOOO much more united. unity. is 2e '04 more united than twocee? yar. are we united? pretty united, ya?

admit it ba...some peeps even disliked our class de moment they stepped in during sec 1 larh...i wont say who. in general, we jus wanted that 'Outstanding Class 2003'. actly not really 'we'. ying, mrs tay, kelly, jus to name a few. de guys ALL couldnt be bothered lor. budden we started to mix and cliques formed and bullying ensued (thnx to you-know-who lar). wilson ka chiao everyone ba (more on him later on). den de 'Outstanding Class 2003' went to 1e '03. rumours said it was cos of wilson. (mr lim told my parents privately that twocee will nvr get 'OC' cos of wilson). the 'baby' twocee was damn sianx. i should know ba.

den twocee got more fun. im sure everyone also think so. we got more united le. and joanna(luv ya), who sat nxt to me, realised im not da person everyone thought i was. finally. so we became hao peng you =P den slowly everything started to improve. de gals and guys became closer (shi yun+seah wei wei, soo hwee+meng&jon&wilson). dis time everyone wanted de 'OC 2004' le. so we worked la. and we got it. (wad de hell! look at wad mr lim said in da para above) den i realise even i felt sth for twocee le...will miss twocee ba. (mebbe will wear class t sometimes)

people i will surely remember from twocee (i think):

1. wilson: a v. cute and funny guy. otherwise a violent, bad-tempered guy who cannot control himself at times. surprisingly DAMN chi qing!!! at least about huiyi lar...shld take a look at his blog...full of <3>survive, like 2B, sooo dead! no-one der to liven up everything!! BUT not OTT til tables are thrown everywhere liddat. PS wilson if you reading this, hope you jiayou in your studies! you can do it de...v. smart and can pick up things v. fast..if you dont succeed academically mebbe can be professional bowler. bowl for a living ba.

2. Some One (dortx =P)

3. jo!! joanna kam rawks! she is one of da kindest person ive met lar. holy too. but she can hate 'him' more than me, whom im supposed to hate more than her =P v. clever gal. dun wan go HCL still allowed to go. now trip sci lar. so envious =D hope you will find a guy which pei de shang you! jiayou, esp for art! hope we still can keep in contact, like go watch movies or sth la. also wanna say thnx for believing in me and for being my good fren! honestly, nvr knew we cld be de! cya around!! will definitely miss you a lot!!

4. dunno...

5. aha! finally thought of some people le!! desmond and jasper. zui jia pai dang! desmond, the class monk. will find it hard to forget you as the monk of the lit play. v. funny and cute! will definitely miss you cos you so cuckoo and blur sometimes..haix...too bad you go trip sci. was terribly shocked. cld say was in a state of trauma and denial. nvm. you are a much safer and better version of wilson. chiobob rawks! jasper da IT pro. haix...you better to go poly and take computer science or take physics in JC and become comp engineer. might nvr miss your lame jokes in sec one, but will nvr forget how lame you were ba. and mebbe your stuff on gals on ur site. haix...will onli see ya til SYF nxt yr. all da best...

6. for da rest of you...i know you heck care whether i remember you or not...budden jiayou all of you!

gtg le...sgi liaox! taufik!!taufik!!...mebbe put bigger ba? TAUFIK!! TAUFIK!! VOTE FOR TAUFIK!

singapore idol - last four

2004-11-05T09:26:00.000+08:00

was up early. my maid bugged me til i was awake. today am gonna hand in the appeal form (C4 to B2) and buy books. just realised i might just be da most hardworking sec school student in singapore. nxt yr i plan to take: el, hcl sec 3, cl sec 1, cl sec 2, cl sec 3, ss+e geog, core lit, bio, physics, chem, music. and dats 11 subjects leh. 11 SUBJECTS ar. hahaha...mebbe gonna conk off soon ba.

anyway, wad am i talking abt? shld be talking abt sgi wad...i finally voted for taufik before i left home, while my parents werent around. my dad wld have stopped me, and my mom wld have said sth like, "vote for sly...wads his no. arh??". 0_0 my mom is almost ying no.2 liao...jus hope she stops here. DUNNO why she likes sly? now shes starting to like taufik le. AND she was in luuurve with clay. i was v. disappointed when leandra was out, man. shld have been dat daphne khoo. JUS not idol material lo-

INTERRUPTION! sorry, but have to announce ive FINALLY found my sims vacation cd-rom le!!! am jumping up and down like a maniac, cos i thought i might have to say "yong bie" le to it...PS those out there who 'owe' me b'day pressie mebbe can pool money to buy the Sims 2 cd-rom for your da jie kays??

finally calmed down liao. lmao!! anyway, i personally think taufik shld be idol cos he can sing any genre well. an actly sly not bad one. but why is daphne in the top two? here's what i have to say to the remaining four contestants +david yeo+ chrissypoo:

daphne make your voice not sooo whiny or tata.oli you shld be in da top 3 eh...hope daphne does go out. jiayou!sly you totally rawk when you sing your genre!! but not when you dont. you totally 'zao ta' Let's Groove. i might nvr forgive you for that. and i DUNNO how soo many gals lurve you...cant understand.taufik you rawk man! hee hee...will support ya all da way...unless i go side with sly too. definitely will vote for ya de! good luck & add oil!david yeo...cant imagine WHYYYIIEE yulan wld like you. actly wanted you out since i saw you with bright red glossy lips and that terrifying 'clowny' smile. jus like the joker in batman. creepy...at least leehom is pretty shuai and 'man'...but you? eeuu..chris you killed yourself, shld have worked on your vocals man...but nvm, at least you made us laugh at your of-tune singing lmao. i myself wld have fainted if you could sing really well, but...haix my knees still normal. not weak at all lor.

well...guess ive got nth much to blog alreadi. TTFN!